ahhh ! i don really think this skin suits my current blog . so thinkin of changin a new one . ._." and fyi , i just changed it yst . rofl ! tuition today ! -.- hais . dunno how to tell her larhs . xiasuay si lerhs . mama de ! and , its already 6 days . im controllin well . i tried every mean and way not to think of you . but but , i dreamt of you yst . i think no matter how i try to run away from you , i wont be able to forget you derhs . thats what i think only . you may not feel the same way as me , its ok . ): from this , it really showed how much i love you . i AM jealous when you are with otha girls . but , what can i fckin do ? nth right . and i noe that too . hais . ok nvrms . maybe its time for me to cool down and sort out my feelins .

BREAKFAST was .. -.- i think becos its cheaper thats why he bot it . ma de larhs ! fck . you think i will eat anything that you buy for me ? do i look like a rubbish chute ? sorry hors i don ! -.- whatever lurhs . aftanoon i goin vivo with my mum ! kim gary ! ^^ baked cheese rice . omfg ! im droolin already . haha ! (:

dar , i missmissmiss you so much .
wishin you will be back soon .
chao ai ni ! ((:

AWW ! im back !

today was plain unlucky . ok , not completely , but mostly . i was so so late in the morning . even missed the 6.45 bus ! ohmytian . took the 6.55 bus . sku was kinda hyper today as its the LAST day of the term . meaning HOLIDAYS ! but on a sad note , i still have lessons to attend . tamade ! chinese intensive continued . but i was kinda distracted by the magazine and testimonial draft . lols ! anyway , im kinda pissed by someone. ok , i didnt say anything to her . and she just suddenly turn arnd and say stuff abt me . whatthehell larhs . knn ! do i owe you a living too ? -.- fckin pissed off . i always mit such ppl . VERY SUAY . -.-

afta sku , was slackin in class . askin ppl to write the testimonial draft thingy . and dhens i lent my fone to my fren as she wanted to fone somebody . at that moment , i was approached by my fren to write her draft . and dhens afta writing , i noticed HER lookin thrue my fone without my PERMISSION . hellos ? i was nice enough and lent you my fone . and in the end , what do i get ? you lookin thrue my fone , invadin my privacy . is this what i shld get back . do you even have the manners to ask ppl before committing to such xiajian behavior . and i fckin dont noe what she had seen in my fone. becos she was kinda guilty when i wanted my fone back . there must have been something she has seen . my smses or photos . -.- im super disgusted . very , indeed . but anyway , i just pretended that nothin had happened . i fckin hope she wont go arnd tellin ppl what she has seen in my fone . its my privacy afterall . i hope she will respect me and i will respect her back . idiot ppl ! super pissed off . ._."

waited till 1.30+ and my mum finally came . i went to fetch her and we were sittin at the canteen waitin for the time . yeah , i flunked 4 subjects for overall . includin english . -.- my mum was naggin and naggin repeatedly abt my eng . hais . went jp afta that . lunched at crystal jade . woots ! hungry . =x collected specs . urhlala . was kinda dizzy afta wearin . -.- dhens went liberty ! saw my frens . happy happy ! ((: marketin . dhens pei mum find skirt . she didnt buy anything . instead , i bot a pants from double index ! nicee , loves ! <3 23.90 bucks afta GSS discount . kinda worthed it lurhs . cos i will get it for abt the same price at bugis or fareast . not bad larhs . bus-ed home ! TIRED , SHAGGED ! tmrw havin tuition . wonder how i gonna break the news to my tutor that i flunked all the subjects she taught me . lols . and my droppin to combine sci news . ._."

AND AND . YES ! i miss you darlin . ((:
i dont noe how i wanna tell you this .
but i hope you will feel it .
i really love you alot .
the love is still goin strong , im positive !

hen ai hen ai ni . x3
1 month 15 days ~

1 MONTH & 14 DAYS !

DAR , I HOPE OUR LOVE WILL STAY STRONG !
wo hui ji xu ai ni derhs . (((:

sku was LAMEE and more LAMEEEEE today . tamamade . haha ! hanar , i donno wtf all dhe chers doing lurhs . they gave us PILES and PILES of hmwk . -.- hellos ?! we are humans lehs . nt robots and whatever the fk , we have remedials for 3 weeks . our scheldues are FULLY packed . and i really mean every single day . ohmygosh !! there goes my june holis . i won even have the time to rest or what already . HOLYYY ! oh and yesss tmrws meet the parents session. walao . -.- i don wanna my mum mit my eng cher . ohmytian . becos i flunked eng and also 4 otha subjects . hellos ?! im gonna die already . this kinda shitty results . and i still have the cheek to play online games . my mum and dad gonna kill the heck outta mie and skin mie alive . HOLY, don be shocked if i ever go missing . they would be so so disappointed in mie . im ashamed of my results too . but what can i do already ? otha den start revising for prelims and o lvls . i see no pt in worrying abt this already . start working hard barhs . i will definitely reap what i sow , ty. cramps ! okok , im gonna nap now . carn tahan liaos . tatas ! (:

baobei dar , ni shi wo de 184! :D

BAOBEI DAR ! <3

i just wanna tell you .. no matter what happens , i will always be there for you . whenever you need me , just a phone call or sms i will ans you no matter how busy i am . its cos you are my everything and you are so important to me . ^^ i don wanna live in regrets . i want to face up to reality and be 100% sure of my own feelins . and what i can say now is that my heart is already with you . dar , i love you . and i hope that you will see this (altho its not really possible) . but , even if you carn , i want to let you noe that ..

wo zhen de HEN AI HEN AI ni ! *mooarcks :D

baobei dar , i hope that we will not avoid each otha anymore . and everything will resumn soon . i carn live without your presence . and now i am tryin to hold back my tears by stuffin myself with work and more work . i forced myself to indulge in my chinese work since o lvls are comin up soon . but i tend to find myself wantin to send you a " i love you ! " or " i miss you ! " sms . but i tend to hold back. and its becos i fear of not gettin back a reply . i hate bein ignored . it doesnt feel good . it gets me crazy and my thots will run wild . i don wan such a situation to happen . but i still don understand why you are doin this . maybe you are too stressed out or whatever . but i just want to at least noe whats happenin . it pains me to see no replies from you despite my frequent smses . it hurts me to wait for so long but in the end i got nothin back . but still , you are worth my everything .

ni shi wo de wei yi ,
mei you le ni ,
wo bian de hen miao xiao .

altho you might ignore me sometimes , for awhile . but soon we will be back bein lovely and all . but i must admit , i treasure those lovely times we had togetha . i hope that the beautiful fairytale will never end . im too naive to think that this will continue smoothly without any obstacles . however , your sudden ignorance pains me once more . im always hurt . but im all cured with your sudden appearance . you are my medicine . without you , the pain would be back . but with you , i find myself always in a happy mood even when things are not going the right way . this shows how important and significant you are in my life . i hope you will continue lightin my life up . im prayin and hopin that everything will go on forever . deep in my heart , you will always be the one im pinnin for . the one whom i have loved with all my heart and soul . (:

im just tryin to voice out my feelins . its only for YOU , the guy in my heart ! :D ILOVEYOU ! x3

HELLOS WORLD! (:

this shall officially be my second blog . a place where my memories can be kept safe and sound . many things happened recently . i feel so blissful now . ^^ with his love and care . although he might not ever see this , but i just noe that i will love and treasure him as long as i can . my love for him will never change and rest assured , you will be my BAOBEI DAR yibeizi .

dar , i just wanna let you noe that i really really love you alot . and you mean alot to me . whenever you are down and moody , it pains me to see you like that . but i promise , i will give my best in cheerin you up . (: you are irreplaceable in my heart ! <3