HELLOHELLO !

dear xanga im backies . :D been really busie these days , ya noe ? remedials every single day since holi started . no time to breathe or whatever shit . yeah . this is my shitty life . don admire mie okies ? haha . ._. been shagged from this weeks activities and blah blah . you noe i think i carn tahan anymore already lurhs . lifes been nort tad good . but anyways , i still gotta live ? sadness . >:( dar avoidin mie today i think . dunno what happen agens . suan lerhs . every nite send him sms can lurhs . get his reply back feel very happie and contented can lerhs . i don wanna expect more . but , im scared this simple thing wont be fufilled . hais . if it really happens . i mite break down i guess . which means more emo for mie . sobs . dar i miss you . i think you noe it too rites . dhens why you avoidin mie ? did i do anythin wrong agens ? or smth has happened once agens ? i hope if you got any probs or fan naos , must tell mie . i hope i will always be the first one there for you . no matter what . you noe i dunno what words can describe my love for you now . just hope tad you can feel it . even now . i even fear of goin online cos i scared you mite switch your status or whatever . yah . you noe how hurt i mite be ? these are signs of avoidance and i dunno why you are doin this tho . x-x sorry . im once agens an emo pig . ignore mie okie ? haisss . dar i miss you like fck . ni dong ma ? don bu li wo le okie ? i gave all my love to you . dar you are the only one i want . don ever leave mie okie ? wohenxiangni , mybaobeidar ! <3

SHAGGED totally . im really workin very hard . hope my hardwork will be paid off ? i even constantly do my eng hmwk too . a turnin point for mie ? partly of all these are becos i wanna drown my sorrows in my work . just like i did previously (before the chinese o lvl week) . yeah you can all see how pathetic i am . i dunno how to control my emoness , my stress , my emotions . hey actually i have said that im a failure for many times . i guess im all along correct .

dar ni hui bang wo marhs ? hui lai wo shen bian . x-x i miss your horny-ness . i miss your switness . i miss your .. EVERYTHIN . iLOVESbaobeidar 1314 3344 ! yongyuan yibeizi . LOVES ! mooarcks ! <3

DAR AH DAR ! ((:

i think that he is still sleepin barhs . piggie dar ! but still lovee you . haha . touched marhs ? :D don think you will read this anyway . but just wanna be clear of that . <3 hen ai hen ai ni . i love your swit smses too ! ((:

and and , we got our love license on 03JUNE07 . woot ! in the wee hours of the night . failed first try cos was too STRESSED . lols , so manie people watchin lehs . ._. passed second try with 6 hearts . mooarcks dar ! ((: you got yourself a tomatooo dar . ROFL ! :D hope you don mind . XP slept at 3plus i think . marmie naggin and scoldin . fck her cans . x-x damn disiao . weddin day lehs . tok awhile more carn mehs ? tmd .

ahhh ! today have sku lehs . 1-3pm . cos chem was cancelled so mornin free time . hen lame cans . why carn shift it to the mornin ? waste my nice day . >:( and i miss dar . hehe . waitin for him to WAKE UP . ahhh ! but also no use cans . cos he wake le i would be in sku liaos . havin english lessons . so borin lehs . hais . i wanna go rest awhile lerhs . if not scared will fall asleep durin lessons . tmd ! =x

1 month 25 days
56 days

and still countin.. ((:

AHHH ! ((:

things are gettin betta ? lols . not sure . but we talked alr . yeah and i feel its kinda alrite lurhs . at least i noe whats happenin . oh yesss . and i slept at 4 am yst. :D whee . not bad ehs . nearly could break record cans . but .. -.- i forced myself to sleep . tired de lehs . ._. in the end , ponned lesson . don think i will have enuff energy to pay attention . whatever lurhs . and im so fckin dead now . cos the maths all i don know how to do cans . x-x see larhs ! don wan go sku . now bigger trouble . fck it cans . nvrms . tmrw i gonn ask my tutor intensive amaths . waitin for weddin . ((: i hope it will be tonite lehs . ILOVEYOU ! <3 ok , im waitin for my mum to come back with my dinner cans . -.- she just ended work . and im fckin hungry lerhs . zz .

hmm . xanga carn change the timing and date lehs . so ma fan cans . cos i always wanna add posts or smth . dhens , maybe i will change back to blogger . lols. =x see first lurhs . maybe nia larhs . haha . i wanna change a skin ! ((: lata barhs when im free . lalala ! didnt do any hmwk today except for .. 1 compre exercise. ._. without the summary even . sians . -.- i got lotsa to do ! ahhh ! okok , i go conserve my energy . ^^ i want weddin tonitesss ! *prayyys*