BAOBEI DAR ! <3

i just wanna tell you .. no matter what happens , i will always be there for you . whenever you need me , just a phone call or sms i will ans you no matter how busy i am . its cos you are my everything and you are so important to me . ^^ i don wanna live in regrets . i want to face up to reality and be 100% sure of my own feelins . and what i can say now is that my heart is already with you . dar , i love you . and i hope that you will see this (altho its not really possible) . but , even if you carn , i want to let you noe that ..

wo zhen de HEN AI HEN AI ni ! *mooarcks :D

baobei dar , i hope that we will not avoid each otha anymore . and everything will resumn soon . i carn live without your presence . and now i am tryin to hold back my tears by stuffin myself with work and more work . i forced myself to indulge in my chinese work since o lvls are comin up soon . but i tend to find myself wantin to send you a " i love you ! " or " i miss you ! " sms . but i tend to hold back. and its becos i fear of not gettin back a reply . i hate bein ignored . it doesnt feel good . it gets me crazy and my thots will run wild . i don wan such a situation to happen . but i still don understand why you are doin this . maybe you are too stressed out or whatever . but i just want to at least noe whats happenin . it pains me to see no replies from you despite my frequent smses . it hurts me to wait for so long but in the end i got nothin back . but still , you are worth my everything .

ni shi wo de wei yi ,
mei you le ni ,
wo bian de hen miao xiao .

altho you might ignore me sometimes , for awhile . but soon we will be back bein lovely and all . but i must admit , i treasure those lovely times we had togetha . i hope that the beautiful fairytale will never end . im too naive to think that this will continue smoothly without any obstacles . however , your sudden ignorance pains me once more . im always hurt . but im all cured with your sudden appearance . you are my medicine . without you , the pain would be back . but with you , i find myself always in a happy mood even when things are not going the right way . this shows how important and significant you are in my life . i hope you will continue lightin my life up . im prayin and hopin that everything will go on forever . deep in my heart , you will always be the one im pinnin for . the one whom i have loved with all my heart and soul . (:

im just tryin to voice out my feelins . its only for YOU , the guy in my heart ! :D ILOVEYOU ! x3