HELLOHELLO !

dear xanga im backies . :D been really busie these days , ya noe ? remedials every single day since holi started . no time to breathe or whatever shit . yeah . this is my shitty life . don admire mie okies ? haha . ._. been shagged from this weeks activities and blah blah . you noe i think i carn tahan anymore already lurhs . lifes been nort tad good . but anyways , i still gotta live ? sadness . >:( dar avoidin mie today i think . dunno what happen agens . suan lerhs . every nite send him sms can lurhs . get his reply back feel very happie and contented can lerhs . i don wanna expect more . but , im scared this simple thing wont be fufilled . hais . if it really happens . i mite break down i guess . which means more emo for mie . sobs . dar i miss you . i think you noe it too rites . dhens why you avoidin mie ? did i do anythin wrong agens ? or smth has happened once agens ? i hope if you got any probs or fan naos , must tell mie . i hope i will always be the first one there for you . no matter what . you noe i dunno what words can describe my love for you now . just hope tad you can feel it . even now . i even fear of goin online cos i scared you mite switch your status or whatever . yah . you noe how hurt i mite be ? these are signs of avoidance and i dunno why you are doin this tho . x-x sorry . im once agens an emo pig . ignore mie okie ? haisss . dar i miss you like fck . ni dong ma ? don bu li wo le okie ? i gave all my love to you . dar you are the only one i want . don ever leave mie okie ? wohenxiangni , mybaobeidar ! <3

SHAGGED totally . im really workin very hard . hope my hardwork will be paid off ? i even constantly do my eng hmwk too . a turnin point for mie ? partly of all these are becos i wanna drown my sorrows in my work . just like i did previously (before the chinese o lvl week) . yeah you can all see how pathetic i am . i dunno how to control my emoness , my stress , my emotions . hey actually i have said that im a failure for many times . i guess im all along correct .

dar ni hui bang wo marhs ? hui lai wo shen bian . x-x i miss your horny-ness . i miss your switness . i miss your .. EVERYTHIN . iLOVESbaobeidar 1314 3344 ! yongyuan yibeizi . LOVES ! mooarcks ! <3